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He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. ~Ecclesiastes 3:11
   This is now one of my favorite verses. It's just so amazing to me, that we can not fathom how wonderful God is, and all that He has done and all that He will do. I used to stay awake at night when I was like 8 or 10, (I was a very odd child) and think about what God did before He created the earth. It used to freak me out to think about how there was like nothingness before the earth, there was nothing but God. And then I thought about other things along those lines, and how we can't know or even comprehend so many things and I would have a hard time falling asleep. and a wonderful headache. Yes I am weird. I've gotten better though lolz. When I was 5 I had a panick attack in the middle of the dollar store and I broke down crying because there were only two months till Christmas and I didn't have Christmas presents for everybody yet, my mom was sure I would have an ulcer by the time I was 10 lolz.
   Now following the trend in my blogging friends blogs, I would like to say that although I do not get panick attacks in the middle of stores filled with cheap toys, I do occasionally get freaked out about my future, what I'm doing, what I'm going to be doing with my life. As Hannah put it, this is our "quarter-life crisis" lolz. But along with the extremely comforting fact that God holds our futures in His hands, it is also comforting to know that none of us know. We can not fathom God or the things that He has planned for our lives and for eternity. But I also think that the world puts so much pressure on us to make decisions and choose our careers as soon as we graduate high school. Any adult who has already been through that will tell you that they didn't know at 18 what they wanted to do with their lives, and if they thought they did, they almost always end up switching majors or exploring other options. There's so much pressure to grow up move out and get a life, but that may not be for everybody, not at 18. God knows what He has for you in this life, so we need to seek Him. Sometimes I just wish that He would drop a hint every now and then, but I'm an impatient human and I think this goes back to the faith thing. We need to not know so that we can have absolute trust in God, so that we don't be come too self-confident and think that we got this.
So yeah the end for now. Cept idk what picture to put with this so that is sad.
K now the end.


  1. I love you G <3 Such a good blog today! (as always)


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